Thursday, August 26, 2010

Back to school time never gets any easier.....

I have been working outside of the home now going on 2 years.  It has taken me about that much time to get used to it.  See I didn't have a choice in the matter my hubby was hurt in an accident and has not been able to go back to work so guess what... This stay at home mom who really had no job skills I am not ashamed to say it my job was my kids and my house.  Sure I had thought about what I was going to do but just made no decision so here it was thrown in my lap you have to support the household. 

So I got up went and found a job took me a little while but I found it and then it hit me.  My oldest started kindergarten that same year and I just felt so lost.  I wanted to be there I wanted to see him off to school and be there everyday when he got off that bus hear about his day but nope I had to sit at a desk so I could pay the bills. 

With school about to start here I am still faced with the same thing only now both my kids are in school and it is just horrible.  See by the time I get home they have been home for about an hour or more and well they are kids they can't remember anything.  Except the stuff you don't want them to remember.  Well they come home tell dad their day and run off.  I come home we sit at the dinner table and guess what they can't remember a thing about what they did.  Why is that?  I don't know gave up trying to figure it out.  So dad tries to remind them but it's no use they have moved on and done with that part of their day. 

So does it get better I sure hope so but am I holding my breath nope.  So what to do I have no idea I have to work have to pay the bills of course who is going to pay them for me not one person.  So I get up everyday and know that I am providing for them and hopefully they will remember that.


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